heyheyy ,
well , its now 3.45am !
and i still awaake (:
but i just can't forget bout the probleem !
who going to help me ? nobody rytee ? whathefuck siaa ~
what to do ?! nabuaaay !
how on earth did she found out ahh ?
fucck siaa . i hate FAMILY probleems ! (:
thaanks for the help family and the probleems !
nabeyy !
why must family probleem agaain ahh ?
haishh .
my mother know all along i do when i go out .
whathehell .
how on earth youh tell me . siaalaaa !
she know everything , everywhere .
she know where i go , what i do .
she hire a spy or whaat siaal ?
ffuckkkkkk !!
Maybe , i can't go out . Maybe , i have tution cause needed study hard . Maybe , i must breakk with nadiaaa . Maybe , my phone will be confiscated . Maybe , my friends and i drifted . Maybe , i stop smoking . Maybe , i stop slashing . Maybe , stop going out . Maybe , i can't plaay comp . Maybe , when i go shop or whaat , needed ask mom or dad permission . Maybe , can't go holiday , needed stay at home . There are many MAYBE in my heaad !
why must have probleem ?! whyyyy ?!
haishhh . i reaally can't take it fucker .
haishhhhhhh !
NurNadiaaHo , i needed break with youh . i wanted to be alone . i just have family problem . im sorry . yourh a good girl . very good . imma bad boy . go find other guys . other guys more better . i sucker (: . its truee . don't believe whaat i said through all this we been through . i have family probleem since i stead with youh baby . its not yourh fault . haish . its just my mom know i do something bad . she scolded me . actually , she dosen't let me to have girlfriend . i lied . im sorry . imma bad person . but one and only thing i never lied is , i never play yourh feelinqs . its just thaat , imma bad person . seriously . i love youh all this while . when i met youh the first timee too . its true . i did this cause i love youh . i just want to see youh happy thats all . but too badd , i needed break with youh . i just have a family problem . i needed to be alone . if youh reading this , please try to forget me and move on with yourh lifee . thaanks for everything baby . and iloveyouhbabyyandialwaysdo (: